Archive for August, 2008

“Puedes regresar pero no puedes volver.”

This week of school was so very unadorable. My title if you don’t speak Spanish (You should learn. I highly recommend it) means”You can return but you can’t go back.” This week I returned to school. But the place that was there wasn’t the same. Is it really a place that is the experience or is it the people and events? I can tell you it’s the people and events. The first day I saw my Summer Love and we totally avoided each other and I decided to be the bigger person and said “Hi.” Then I wanted to cry because so many people were gone and the school felt so empty. The grade that was younger than us was fully entact as far as I could tell with a bunch of new students. That’s how it was when I was in that grade and well, I envy them so much! Well there’s this guy in that grade who has to be the most gourgeous guy I’ve ever seen in person. I don’t like him but I must say he looks like a supermodel!!! I don’t know what color his eyes are, but I’m pretty sure they are gourg. and his skin and teeth are perfect. One could say he is indeed a creature of perfection. Sigh. We used to kinda be friends but then we stopped talking to each other for like no reason. I want to be friends with him again. I think I’ll try on Tuesday to be his friend again.

This week I wrote a poem called I Like Mexican Boys cuz well I do. It’s an ode to them. They’re soooo cute. Maybe I’ll post it this week. But not today.

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A Nothing Sort of Day

I’m back at school and soooo very sad. Some of my dearests have gone elsewhere and the halls seem sooo empty without them. I see their faces in the new kids. I hear their voices but it isn’t them. Ugh. Where is the love? Gone with them. That’s where. The one I love[d] (past tense please notice…)  may be returning. I  hope that my summer crush returns as well. If the one I loved comes back it’d feel more like it used to be but not that much.

Today was a nothing kinda a day. Nothing good. Nothing great. Just a bleh bleh day.

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Weird Dream

I had the strangest dream last night. I dreamt that I went to a Jonas Brothers concert, and during the intermission there was these people who used parachutes to fly. They were doing tricks and stuff, and for some odd reason I decided to do tricks to so (of course) I had a parachute and lifted up my arms and started doing tricks. The Jonas Brothers came out and they saw me and (of course, my dream went so well) they were impressed. After the concert I went to a restaraunt with a few of my friends and Kevin Jonas was there. I was like OMGSH! and I asked to take a picture with him. We took a picture. I then asked him to autograph my book bag, my binder, my pants, my shoes, my shirt, my cell phone, my ipod, and just about everything else I had with me. Then Joe and Nick came and I took a picture with them and then they signed everything he did. It was a terribly strange dream considering I’m not a very big Jonas Brothers fan. I keep dreaming about meeting celebrities. Recently I dreamt I met: Agyness Deyn (again), Miley Cyrus, William Moseley, and Diddy.

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William Moseley Has a Girlfriend…

William Moseley has a girlfriend.

I’m so heartbroken.

I swoon at the thought of him.

Why oh why William, do you have to break my heart and so many others?

Oh who cares, why bother?

Do I even have a chance?

Will I ever get a wink or at the most a glance?

You never know.

It’s always possible.

But I don’t count on it.

 

I just found out William Moseley has a girlfriend!!! Oh well, there goes another on my celeb crush list. Mark Ronson’s got Daisy Lowe. Jake Gyllenhaal has Reese Witherspoon. But oh well, I still got the loves of my life. MY FRIENDS & FAMILY.

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Random Day #5

Yes yes it’s that time again. Another random day. No one topic, but as many as I please. Today I want to first begin by talking about Olympic super athlete Michael Phelps. Everyone was all eyes on Micahel Phelps. Winning not one not two not three but eight medals!!! Yow-zah! Record Breaker. Quite possibly heart breaker as well. Pictures were released of Phelps quite cozy with a mystery woman. He’s also getting attention from tabloid fave Lindsay Lohan and other celebrities. He’s a bit cute, I must admit, but I’m not quite sure I’m ready to admit him to celebrity crush list.

I just downloaded some songs I’d been eyeing for months. Cape Cod Kwassa Kwassa- Vampire Weekend. Get What I Want- Bitter:Sweet. No Regrets- Edith Piaf (I saw La Vie en Rose and fell head over heels for her music. I love that movie. If you’ve yet to see it, you must!). La La La- The Bird and The Bee. I’m Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You- Black Kids.

In other news Gwen Stefani named her baby Zuma Nesta Rock. The lucky baby  will have older brother to show the little one the way’s of being cool like only the spawn of Gavin Rossdale and Gwen Stefani can be. Did I mention little Zuma is a boy. EEEEHHHH GASP! Poor little kid. And what options does he have for nicknames??? Zoomer. Zoom. Zoom Zoom. Poor little kid. Hopefully when he gets older he can change it.

School starts on Monday. I wish it’d start already.

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School School School…

School school school just around the bend.

Supposably to help us.

They say teachers are our friends.

Pencils, papers, books, and bags.

Same old stuff. Same old jazz.

New friends. Old faces.

Dark rooms. Crowded spaces.

School. School. School.

Soon I’ll be up early enough for sunrise.

What’s around the corner?

Darling, that’s a surprise!

The laughter in the school yard.

Parking lot in my case.

Too many people in the halls.

Who are you?

Get out of my face.

School, School, School. Some days I’m your biggest fan.

Other days you’re like a big creepy man.

Sometimes like a monster.

You do gobble up my time.

Let’s face it dear, not such a good friend of mine.

 

School is almost back in session for me. I’m excited and just want to start already! I wish they’d start it earlier soooo we could get out earlier for summer, but no. The man’s trying to slowly convert us to a year round schedule. That would wreek.

Yesterday I had to spend the evening with a total crazy chick. I don’t know what her deal was, but unfortunately she desperately wanted her problems to be everyone else’s. She put a damper on the whole evening. She was tres annoying, and I had to be somewhat civial. But on occasion I’d drop the sly remark. She goes to my school and she kept raving how she was totally hated (I wonder why… ???) and how I was so popular. I’m not superbly popular and I had to explain that to her a million times. There was not one point in the evening that she would shut up! She has issues and I hope she gets them resolved, but not at my expense or others.

Well back to the whole school issue. I wish it would just start already. A few days and I’ll be back. Can’t WAIT.

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Say it Ain’t So

I have a tiny confession. You know how I just about hate all that is mainstream (and superbly popular but highly superficial) and what it represents to me. I have a few things I love which are popular, but gasp I have a love for something a bit ridiculous. High School Musical. 1,2, and I’m highly anticapating 3. Noooooo. I love the musical numbers. The catchy songs. The drama. I love Sharpay, Troy, and that guy who bakes and loves Sharpay and just about everybody else. I also have found myself becoming fonder and fonder of the Jonas Brothers. But not to fear I have not completely found myself enamoured by ALL of the Disney Channel shows and movies. I have yet to watch Camp Rock, and believe me I don’t plan on it. I’ve never seen Wizards of Waverly Place. ((I’m not a fan of Selena Gomez). I really can’t bear Hannah Montana. (I’m not a very big fan of Miley Cyrus either). I hate hate hate with a passion The Suite Life of Zack and Cody. Sorry those of you who are fans of those shows, but everyone’s got preferences.

These are some shows which I do dub adorable:

Project Runway (yes, it’s on tonight! can’t wait!)

Ugly Betty ( Returns September 25 and I’m nearly bursting to find out who she chose- Henry or Geo?!?)

Tori and Dean Back in Hollywood (I think I got the title wrong but I love that show! The season ended last week! I can’t wait to see what happens next season! I hope we get an appearance from Candi Spelling. It’s my wish that she and Tori mend their broken relationship. ) 

Scare Tactics (It’s a bit cruel and not very cutesy adorable, but very entertaining and funny)

The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack ( My favorite cartoon- ever! I love Flapjack he’s sooo adorable!)

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New School Year

The day is approaching when I pack my bags head out the door and find myself back in the swing. It’s a new school year. Summer is fast approaching its close and what can one do, but watch helplessly as time zooms by. Today I returned to the campus for an open house. So few of my comrads are returning.

As I entered that parking lot where we spent many lunch times dreaming the days away a feeling of unfamiliarity swept over me. The once well manicured landscape was a disaster area. Through the cracks of the parking lot were weeds popping out. Things were nearly the same except unkempt.  Something was missing. Something was gone. What could it be?

Things are not and can not be the same. The old friends had moved on. Some remained, but no one and nothing can replace a person. Individuals are who they are. I expect there will be alot of new people this year. But the last two years that I spent with the others feels like wasted time. Near the end of this last year cliques seemed to diminsh. Everyone became everyones friend. Broken ties were mending. Everyone began to really get to know each other (all thanks to a little camp we went to). Then abruptly it ended. All seemed lost. I felt a sense of regret for not getting to know them sooner or making more of an effort.

I stand in the doorway afraid, nervous, excited, and saddened. It’s bittersweet, but that’s how life is. “Life is hard;After all it kills you”. -Katharine Hepburn

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Adorable, Sensible, Funny, and Beautiful Quotes

“Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.” – Oscar Wilde

“Consistency is the last refuge of the unimaginative.” -Oscar Wilde

“Morality, like art, means drawing a line someplace.” -Oscar Wilde

“Oh! Do not attack me with your watch. A watch is always too fast or too slow. I cannot be dictated to by a watch.”  -Jane Austen, Mansfield Park

(The above quotes where found at www.quotationspage.com )

“I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.” -Audrey Hepburn

“You can always tell what kind of a person a man really thinks you are by the earrings he gives you”- Audrey Hepburn

“Success is like reaching an important birthday and finding you’re exactly the same.”- Audrey Hepburn

“I never think of myself as an icon. What is in other people’s minds is not in my mind. I just do my thing.” -Audrey Hepburn

“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.” -Audrey Hepburn

(The above quotes were attained from http://thinkexist.com/quotes/audrey_hepburn/)

“Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils…” – Louis Hector Berlioz

“Men are like parking spots, the good ones are taken and the free ones are handicapped.” -Unknown

“Men are like bank accounts. Without a lot of money they don’t generate a lot of interest.” -Unknown

“If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?”- Unknown

(Quotes from www.coolfunnyquotes.com )

“What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.” -Ralph Waldo Emmerson

“Soul meets soul on lover’s lips.” -Percy Bysshe Shelly

“A fool in love makes no sense to me. 
I only think you are a fool. If you do not love.” -Anonymous 

(The above quotes were found at http://www.romantic-lyrics.com/)

 

Some musings about life from moi! (You can quote me. Adorability is spelled A-D-O-R-A-B-I-L-I-T-Y)

The quiet woman silently digs a hole, too deep for the average male to access.

There are a lot of things our government hides from us, but at the same time there is a lot of problems we don’t tell our government about. 

Nobody likes to face the death of the realtive because it forces us to face ourselves. 

Those who wish they are someone else have nothing to aim for because often times those they wish to be wish to be someone else. (Did you get that?)

To be adored is to be admired and cherished. 

Rap is not music. It has no melody and it’s lyrics are nonsense.

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