It happened kids. I fell in love and sadly didn’t come out unscathed. It’s a long pointless story to tell. But sadly kids my heart’s broken Be here for me and once I’ve completely sorted myself out I’ll have some great advice for you…

Dear beloved fans,

I, adorability, had a recent summer love which was so much better than last years one of nothing. (Did I speak of that??? I wrote a poem I remember. To see it was : http://adorability.wordpress.com/2008/12/05/anti-response/) But anyway. He’s the sweetest boy ever so handsome, but there’s a problem. Seems this summer romance is not translating into autumn. And what can I do?? Except wait for the lights to dim. I’m feeling very sad, as you can probably imagine. I asked him to my homecoming- he couldn’t. He was invited to my surprise birthday party- he didn’t come.

What does Thursday by Asobi Sesku have to do with this though? EVERYTHING. This song describes everything- how I’m feeling, what’s going on, and just everything, everything, everything.

On gentle ground
I waited for you
In drops of dew
I wished that were you
With heavy hands
I reached out for you
My skin soaking wet
My eyes searched for you

It seems you lost your way
You’ve let it all fall apart
Nothing’s left here but you
All you do is remind me
Now that we’ve lost our way
The rest can all fall apart
All I see here is you
All it does is remind me

With sharpened tongue
I cried out for you
And must I refrain
Now that I need you
The autumn wind feels
As if it were you
And swayed through the fields
Where I once held you

It seems you lost your way
You’ve let it all fall apart
Nothing’s left here but you
All you do is remind me
Now that we’ve lost our way
The rest can all fall apart
All I see here is you
All it does is remind me

Whistle through your window
We act the same as you

Adorability utterly wishes this wouldn’t end, but it’s not like me to hold on so tight. It’s not in my power to keep it alive. It’s not in my power to hold life still. I wish it were still summer, every day as I watch little by little. A text that never shows up. A phone that doesn’t ring. Plans dissembled. Exusces. Apologies with little merit. Expectations broken. Slowly. going nowhere anymore.

So as I let it all fall apart, my eyes only want to see him. But it’s hard when tears cloud your view.

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I know a girl who’s sweet with a hint of sour. She’s soo cool and a class a original. I’ve never met anyone quite like her! Her name is Gloria and she’s one of my best friends. When Gloria is your friend let me tell you.. Life’s a little bit sweeter.

Why she’s adorable:

1. She’s a great friend.

2. She makes you laugh and smile. 

3. It’s basically undescribable but if you knew her you’d understand. 

Here is a poem about Gloria:

She brings a smile to our faces.

Lighting up the room with her smile in dark corners and places.

She brings out the best in the baddest of boys.

Willingly they’d give themselves up to be her toys.

She’s charming but she doesn’t take advantage.

She’s delightful but she doesn’t mainpulate.

Ahh gosh she’s just Gloria and she’s great!!!

Here’s a nice little song that reminds me of Gloria:

This little diddy is simply delightful. Like the song. Love the vid!

=( my camera broke…

A trailer/preview of New Moon. (Robert PAttinson and Taylor Lautner look smoking!) So enjoy ( Knowing you I know you will )

Alright, you knew this was coming. Every girl’s dream, the subject of nearyevery guy’s jealousy. The sheer thought of his name sends shivers up a lot of girls spines, and rapid quick insults about him out of every boy’s mouth (haha dummies!). Anyway.That’s right. ROB PATTINSON. The physical embodiment of our Edward. Sure he’s not the perfect guy, but he’s still very,very, very handsome.  VERY HOT.

Rob was born in London, England in 1986. His birthday is May 13th. He first tried his hand at acting then proceeded to try his luck at a modeling career (take that those who believe he isn’t attractive!) which proved to be hardly successful. His pre-big break came when he was cast as Cedric Digory in Harry Potter. Prior to his though he had a small role in Vanity Fair. His biggest break (oh, baby cue the girls) came in the form of a role for a movie based on a book that just so happened to be not just love by girls and their mothers but by alot of other people that buy the book in droves. Guess who’d he play? Every girl’s fantasy, Edward Cullen. But I’m pretty sure you already knew that.

Currently he is working on New Moon and has some smaller independent film roles.

Why he’s adorable: Good golly gee gosh! Must you ask, but I’ll tell you. He is British (ahhh! glorious accent!), he’s funny, charming, and witty. he’s humble. He’s very attractive. He plays Edward. He makes geeky, cute faces!

It’s been one year, lovely little kids! Yeah!!!

Dearest Edward Westwick,

Come to realize I’m a big fan. Yes, you made me love K-Swiss when I had previously found it distasteful, and the same for your show as well. My dearest, come to realize insult nor malice is my intention. I do this out of love (well, not love love like I’m in love. I’ve never ever been in love before). I’d like to begin by saying Chuck Bass is hot. As are you, so with much love I have to say I want you to stay that way. Please, my dear, I realize you’ve turned twenty one or now you’re twenty two (I can’t remeber which), but that was months and months ago! Now it’s time to take it down a notch and put down the bottle and opt for tea or water. Yes, it must be said, you’re getting a beer belly. It’s not entirely appealing. So if you want to we can work out to together and hang out and you know chill out. Together if you please. So I’ll make the committment if you do, let’s lose weight togeth!!!! I like you, Ed, let’s be frank. I want you to be healthy and not fat.

With Endearment and Respect,

Adorability

oh my. oh my. :/

Recently I’ve been on a roll in finding really good music so to myself I said, “Why not share this good music with the deprived souls out there?!?” I’ve got a great mix here of Indie and Mainstream. (****TIP: FOR A FUN SHAKE UP AT A PARTY THROW IN COOL MUSIC PEOPLE HAVE NOT HEARD OF AND INTERNATIONAL TRACKS. MAKES FOR GREAT CONVERSATION TOPICS AND SHOWS THOSE CRAZY KIDS WHOSE THE REAL MIX MASTER IS.***) I’ve got a great mix of music I recommend to you. Never just picked at random. I hand select these supple choices of ear candy for your enjoyment.
1) Thursday- Asobi Seksu
I just love it!
2)If- Etienne Daho
A beautiful French Song. So emotional and beautiful.
3) Cada vez que me voy- Jumbo
fun upbeat song.
4)A Teenager in Love- The Pains of being Pure of heart
Why must I be a teenager in love? It rocks and stinks to be a teenager in love!
5) Sambita- Kinky
6)Paris is Burning- Ladyhawke
7)Diamond Hipster Boy- Washington Social Club
This song is ammo for my confidence.
I Can’t Wait- Nu Shooz
This song gets me energized! ‘i can’t wait baby till we’re all alone……’
9)Womanizer- Lily Allen
The daring, loud and dare we say it? overtly outgoing songstress/party girl does a wicked spin on this anything but bubble gum pop hit from Britney.
10) No, You Girls- Franz Ferdinand